Is This Real Life?

"Good morning, and in case I don't see ya, good afternoon, good evening, and good night"

If you can name the movie that comes from, you are are one of my favorite people! lol

Anyway, you guys won't believe what has happened since I last wrote! It's been 11 days but in 10 days so much has taken place.

January 13th, 2026 - I filmed background for one of my FAVORITE series on Paramount+ starring my favorite Gemini legends.. Nicole Kidman (birthday twin), Zoe Saldana (I know she's problematic rn but still a Gemini legend and highest paid one at that!), and Morgan Freeman. Also, my non-Gemini fave, Laysla De Oliveira stars in the show and plays my favorite character in the show as well. I did sign an NDA so for now I can't say the name of the show. Anyway, this day was truly a dream! It's funny because reading my last post I literally asked if I believed in and trusted myself and the universe to provide my wildest dreams and then lived out a version of it. From the moment I got to the meeting camp (which was literally walking distance from my sisters place, which also meant I was filming less than 5 miles from home!) I could tell the day would be amazing. And I felt clearly and directly responsible for it. I kept talking myself through every moment. When I got there "I am meant to be here", " I will be seen!" I showed up dressed and in my approved wardrobe and go to the wardrobe area to make sure I'm still approved. One of the PA's ask wardrobe and styling "Is she specialty?" they say "No but she's good to head to hair and makeup". I then say to him "I am special" and he says "you are" lol cause stop playing with me! lol But then I go to hair and makeup and they approve me as well but all of them begin asking what else have I STARRED IN?!?!! Because they recognized me from working on Landman. That really did it! I was thinking the blonde hair makes me memorable but then they said things like "I remember that smile". Affirming to be remembered by a genuine part of me. From there I made sure I got the final approval then I kept moving. I saw people sitting after approval and that felt wrong. It was like something kept telling me what to do. I leave the room and head outside. I go to crafties and get a coffee cause it's also like 6am and I'm in full glam. lol After getting the coffee I see shuttles lined up and no one but one security guard. He's Black and looking at me already so I ask if we are getting on those and he says yes. The first shuttle looks full. These are tour bus shuttles not cute little vans btw. I get on the second shuttle and then we sit maybe 15 minutes and I realize the first shuttle got de-boarded. Then we pull off, so now I am technically on the first shuttle going to the actual set. I always make a little friend at these filming's. The second time I filmed for Landman and was in the BBQ scene I met Maria and alot of other women who actively pursue acting. Maria normally works as a stand in for Demi Moore on Landman. The 3rd time I filmed, Maria was there as a stand in. So the little friend I tried making this time... was NOT hungry enough for me lmao. I was telling her I wanted to scope the scene and see where the actors would be so we could dance our way to them. She goes on to tell me she doesn't dance. Why are you at a taping that takes place in a night club?! I was requested but I know they allowed external submissions for this. I started hearing whispers that 600 people were booked for this. I really locked in at that point. We get to the waiting area at the set and are waiting then as another shuttle arrives I see some people going to another side, my spidey senses are tingling. Not being able to see the other side of the wall is driving me insane. Just as I'm thinking this, a PA (Production's assistant) yells "SPECIALTY ACTORS! WE NEED YOU OVER HERE IN THIS ROOM! DANCERS, BARTENDERS, BOUNCERS! THIS WAYYY!". I jump up, the girl from earlier also is like "You should go!". I go. I walk in like I'm supposed to be there. Emerald dress, leopard fur jacket. Literally feeling like a little star. Now we are sitting in a room of about 15-30 of us. I look around and decided sit front row by myself. lol Literally who am i?! The PA comes in and gives us a speech about being the glue that holds the scene together and will be making it feel real. He says we will be right by the actors in the scene. Now keep in mind I'm a huge fan of this show so I already know which characters are likely to have a club scene so i'm GEEKED! They start walking us over to the nightclub which was massive. It's a place they do raves in Dallas. I just start walking to the middle of the club and then they are originally trying to set it up like tall people on one side etc but it didnt work that way. I'm looking around for all the cameras then I realize I'm standing near the "X" on the ground where the actors will stand. The stand in's come and there is Maria! Seeing her made me feel good too. Affirmation after affirmation. My favorite actor and I talked several times and joked about our feet hurting. Miss problematic but legendary Zoe was there and was snatched! Face card truly lethal. lol She called me beautiful. It was greattttttt!

Then yesterday yall.... I GOT A CARRRRRRRRRR! 2022 Nissan Rogue bitchhhh! It's literally insane because I paid nothing. I called the guy and told him what I was looking for and did some finessing I can't admit to online, and he ended up basically making me pretend i gave him a down payment and said things shouldn't have to be so hard and he promised God he would be of service to those in need. So grateful, so honored. So blessed. I surprised my grandma by acting like I had a dentist appointment i'd need her to drive me from and pulled up to show her I got a car! She was crying and sooo proud,

Next for me is focusing on getting my money up. I'd like to triple January's income in February. I also would like to luck into a living situation that feels like the best dream. Stairs, brick home, natural light, a great backyard for the babies, still centrally located, afforable even with new appliances and all the upgrades, walk in closet etc. Dream starter house!